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2 weeks

really, two weeks since i last posted? how in the world did that happen? oh yeah, i was living a hugely messy, beautiful summer life: hammocks, parks, fireworks, art, families, bbq's, cherries, pillowcases, barbies, gardens, books, popsicles, trampolines, long drives, strawberries, thining fruit trees, picnics, so you think you can dance, cucumbers, dirt, beauty, beauty, and more beauty.

and i had lasik.

about 4 hours after my procedure, with my sexy eye guards that i wore for 24 hours

lasik was incredible. after all the research i had done i was sick and dizzy with information. i've put it off for this many years... why not a few more? except, we had money saved in our flex spending plan that we would lose if i didn't do it. (it ended up being a smart thing to set myself up like that.) as i narrowed down the dr's i could go to i prayed simply that i would feel peace if it was right. and when i found my doctor's office i was completely overwhelmed with p e a c e. i had my evaluation on a tuesday to see if i was a candidate and the surgery was thursday. it was one of those moments when i knew that everything had come together perfectly and all would be well. trusting my eyesight with someone could have been a scary thing, but i felt total confidence and peace through my whole body. my entire procedure took 10 minutes and was completely painless. i remember bracing myself when they went to cut the cornea, waiting for the pain, and the next thing i heard was, "procedure complete." when they sat me up after the surgery i could already read across the room, albeit with a little haze involved. i was so giddy by this that i couldn't even sleep when i got home as per instructions to rest my eyes for 4 hours, so i layed there in bed with my eyes closed and called everyone i had numbers for. awesome, incredible, amazing.

pros of surgery: super fast, painless, and did i mention? i can see better than perfectly now: 20/15.

cons of surgery: being able to see the soapscum in my shower now, for years it's been invisible.

i can see.
i can see with perfect clarity.
i can drive at night.
i can see.
and it feels like a complete and total miracle.

Reader Comments (16)

i'm so happy for you sweets!
this made me laugh because the other day i had my glasses on at home (something i rarely do) and then i took them off after i noticed all the DIRT and DUST in my house! ha!

for someone who sees so much beauty in this world and in others, i can't wait to see what your new vision provides you with!

07.5.2009 | Unregistered Commenterjessamyn

i need to get over my fear
and do this

and you look adorable in that photo

glad you are back sweetie!

07.6.2009 | Unregistered Commentermaddie

oh wow. I'm so excited for you! I've been wanting to do this for YEARS but have been putting it off while pregnant/lactating because I heard rumors that you can't be those things when you get the surgery. Do you have any idea if that's really true or can I run out and do it tomorrow?

07.6.2009 | Unregistered CommenterReba

Good for you! Bad for the soap scum.

07.6.2009 | Unregistered CommenterPatois

oh so jealous. the thought of being free of glasses/contacts forever makes me giddy. who was your doctor?

07.6.2009 | Unregistered CommenterSarah BTW

Very nice! Where can I get me some of those sexy eye guards?

My vision is actually okay... I can see our soap scum just fine. But I act like I'm blind so I don't have to clean it.

07.6.2009 | Unregistered CommenterSuzanne

Just continue to ignore the soapscum in your shower. E will get to it, eventually. :)

So glad you are doing well. I need this surgery...next year.

07.6.2009 | Unregistered CommenterAmy

I'd feel completely naked with my glasses, and truly wish I had a different pair for each day of the year. I've toyed with the idea of getting lasik and then getting frames without the glass just so I could have 365 pairs... =)

07.6.2009 | Unregistered CommenterIzzy

Can you even imagine not being able to see!? No, I cannot. I am glad you can see better now.

07.6.2009 | Unregistered CommenterAshley Thalman

You ARE sexy with those eye guards!

I would have gladly answered, but you didn't call me. :( I do love you anyway. ;)

07.7.2009 | Unregistered CommenterDirtius Wifius

I am SO HAPPY FOR YOU!!! What an exciting, wonderful thing to see better than perfectly, with no glasses or contacts. I have always wondered about lasic. It does seem scary to trust your eyesight to someone, but your experience sounds divine! (Other than seeing the soapscum :)
Congratulations!

07.7.2009 | Unregistered CommenterMichelle

yay!! so happy for you :-)

and trust me when i say, you'll get used to the soap scum to the point where you don't see it anymore, tee hee

07.8.2009 | Unregistered Commenterdaisies

yay!! so happy for you :-)

and trust me when i say, you'll get used to the soap scum to the point where you don't see it anymore, tee hee

07.8.2009 | Unregistered Commenterdaisies

So dang cool for you!!! Steven would love to have lasik. I guess we need to make it happen for him after your raves!!!

07.8.2009 | Unregistered CommenterKiera

Congrats! The wonders of modern medical technology!!

07.9.2009 | Unregistered CommenterKatie

I would love to have lasik done but I"m sooo terrified of things by my eyes I can't even wear contacts ;(

07.11.2009 | Unregistered Commentergeek-betty

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